Yep, I'm angry.
I'm angry that our sweet little Noelle #4 was lied to. Lied to with a smile. Lied to about what happened, and then, given specific instruction to torpedo her future.
Deception is so evil. I have to say, while things are going well, there have been many things planted, almost like little "sleeper thoughts" that come out. Many have been shared already and I'm sure there will be more to come. But our sweet Noelle has a good conscience, and she is a sweet kid.
We, in spite of all this are doing VERY well. It is AMAZING how our past experiences of our previous adoptions have played right into this one. She is a combination of all 3 actually.... I can't say how strange that is..... God MUST have known what we would need, and what we would have had to already have experienced in order to plan things so perfectly.
Of course I cannot go into detail .....and I am really glad that she is older and can understand and think.
She is smart.... and has commonsense.
Pray for us, it is hard being away so long. Can't wait to get back home.
“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C. S. Lewis
― C. S. Lewis
I believe in the sun even when it's not shining. I believe in love even when I don't feel it. And I believe in God even when He is silent. (quote found on the wall of a concentration camp)