I posted yesterday about our mortgage situation here.
Well, today EVERYTHING changed! I couldn't control what happened yesterday and let it go as "that is the way things are".
Today, our agent called us back and said, "We on BACK ON!" YEA!!!!!
Apparently there was some confusion about our homestead, our other property and something about us living in the same state. LOL
It is ALL being taken care of, so we are back to refinancing! This was such a blessing to hear!
I am so glad that the Lord is teaching me to let things go that I cannot control.
Now, hopefully that lesson will be learned when it comes to my broken down body. Logically, I can accept how things are.... but emotionally, it is upsetting. I DO NOT LIKE not being able to function like a normal person.
I know, that sounds weird coming from a mom with kids with special needs...... BUT I'M the one who has to CARE FOR THEM! I don't have time to be cared for......
That is what I tell myself.
However, I have seen some helping hands stepping up to the plate to help mom. I am so proud of my girlies. :)
“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C. S. Lewis
― C. S. Lewis
I believe in the sun even when it's not shining. I believe in love even when I don't feel it. And I believe in God even when He is silent. (quote found on the wall of a concentration camp)